It had been six years since the revelations of the Aberdeenshire stone circles and I needed another break from working. I was excited by the thought of continuing the story of man’s --- anyway I won’t go on as you’ve heard it before. I took what tur
As I started to read, Kirk Tough began to speak once more, but this time he took on the assured, west country-accented tones of Jaz Coleman, the Killing Joke frontman, composer and practitioner of the occult. 
09 December 2013, 10:00. Notes from Kirk Tough’s diaries.  “The easy way to see the truth is to open yourself up to it. Try being present with the whole of your mind, feeling energies that flow into and out of your heart. Just be as open as yo
As I read the diary entry I was aware that I'm constantly rejecting authenticity in my heart as a result of being tethered to my identity. I am also fearful of the pressure in my chest that Kirk describes. I am just as I am, but I have de-sanctified
I was then reminded of an experience in Iceland. I sat watching waves and ripples lapping at the shore of a glacial lake. The continuous motion conveyed to me the untouched expanse of time that is sensed beyond the flat surface of the water. Th
10 December 2013, 17:00. Notes from Kirk Tough’s diaries.  “There is essentially one immensely huge thing happening all the time. To reduce things to a false dichotomy, we are tuned into the domain of differences rather than absolutes –
I frequented a number of excellent and secluded locations over the following year and discovered that trees had the ability to connect my consciousness to the mind of nature; the penetrating atmosphere of this planet’s biosphere, a planet which is f
11 December 2013, 17:00. Notes from Kirk Tough’s diaries. “The earliest humans looked at their reflections in the water and identified “me”. They looked up at the rest of creation and identified “not me”; establishing a dichotomy that some call Du
12 December 2013, 17:00. Notes from Kirk Tough’s diaries.  “The natural world is irreducible presence, allowing experience.   Turn towards the Unknowing.  As you are touched by the vertical, it reveals that time is a
13 December 2013, 17:00. Notes from Kirk Tough’s diaries.  “The truest act of freewill is letting awareness be touched by depth.  What could be more sacred than consciousness?   Possession is 9/10 of the law, so
14 December 2013, 17:00. Notes from Kirk Tough’s diaries.  “The Overmind is where all souls come eventually, freed from ownership.  The consciousness is the dimension where this hyperspatial plenum is found.  Not my consciousness, fo
15 December 2013, 17:00. Notes from Kirk Tough’s diaries.  “Tune into consciousness.   We're all in a single consciousness.  You can feel unity with everyone and everything if you let yourself feel the vibe.  It’s heart
16 December 2013. Notes from Kirk Tough’s diaries.  “The frequencies of truth  are sacramental visions of reality as Huxley called them.  That which is powerful  Needs power.  That which wields enormous power 
17 December 2013. Notes from Kirk Tough’s diaries.  “The choice between thinking and doing  Between questioning and receiving  Takes less than five seconds  But our heart is well guarded  And our mind is constantly rejec
18 December 2013. Notes from Kirk Tough’s diaries. This appears to be the final note written in the diary.    “Being humble means recognising there is no need to acquire knowledge. Animals acquire knowledge but live without self-cons
19 December 2023.  With the revelations of Kirk Tough’s diaries now over, I feel empty, alone. Last night I dreamt, in that half dream of confused meanings, that I was selling everything, and what was finally left to sell was the content of my
How to leave the ego? Try this experiment – I don’t know if it will work or not. Sit with eyes closed. Make the following intention to yourself – ‘I explore consciousness. I let go of everything’. At any moment where you feel you are taking c
21 December 2023.  The experiences, though immutable in the absolute, all conveyed one gigantic hidden truth – that consciousness is everywhere all the time, and the medium in which it exists and all other frequencies of vibrational energy exi
22 December 2023, 17:00.  From here we can experience the overmind – the space of deep reflections between those energies that buzz here and now and the certitude of what we call ‘the past’ which was here a moment ago, when it filled the unive
23 December 2023, 17:00.  The nature of the overmind, along with the nature of reality and the mind of nature, interested me greatly. But so did using it. Instantly, the Kevin Parker Foundation came into my mind. A free consciousness archive
24 December 2023, 17:00. Dear reader, is it possible that you may entertain that the truth is the immensity of everything going on everywhere right now including in people’s heads including yours and also in the mildly itchy arse of a Siberian Arct
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